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The Latin word finis <\/em>has two meanings: the end or the finish, and a goal to reach. A man who could not see the end of his \u201cprovisional existence\u201d was not able to aim at an ultimate goal in life. He ceased living for the nature, in contrast to a man in normal life. Therefore the whole structure of his inner life changed; signs of decay set in which we know from other areas of life. The unemployed worker, for example, is in a similar position.<\/p>\n\n\n\n The prisoner who had lost faith in the future his future was doomed. With his loss of belief in the future, he also lost his spiritual hold; he let himself decline and became subject to mental and physical decay. Usually this happened quite suddenly, in the form of crisis, the symptoms of which were familiar to the experienced camp inmate. We all feared this moment – not for ourselves, which would have been pointless, but for our friends. Usually it began with the prisoner refusing one morning to get dressed and wash or to go out on the parade grounds. No entreaties, no blows no treats had any effect. He just lay there, hardly moving. If this crisis was brought about by an illness, he refused to be taken on the sick-bay or to do anything to help himself. He simply gave up. There he remained, lying in his own excreta, and nothing bothered him any more. <\/p>\n\n\n\n